I have decided to take charge of my life and I will try my best to not succumb to the fear or the illness. I will still have my limits but I am trying to push them every day. I am sick and tired of feeling this way and it needs to stop, and maybe this time my willpower will be strong enough to fight this for real.
I will never grow if I am going to stay where I am, and I have big dreams that I would like to do my best to fulfil.
Hey, reach for the stars, right? I want to soar amongst them, for me.
I don’t want to let petty thing stop me from doing anything anymore, it still will though, but it will happen less frequent. I will force myself into unpleasant situations and hope that by doing so it will get easier and easier for each time.
About my dreams, I will tell you all about them another time.